you dont know what you are now.
after a few months you have changed into someone you're not.
you start to say things you shouldn't you start to do things you shouldnt.
you now look twice at the things you used to hate.
you deny everything that we say but you are just denying yourself.
we try to help you,really,but if you dont see it what for do we try?
well now that its too late then you start to see.
but as i have said,
its too late.
everyone's gone now
and we have stopped caring about what you really are
cos we fear to lose your friendship even at the cost of your real true self.
but who can blame us? you treated us like shit.
selfish,selfish girl.
this is your price to pay.
i wasnt trying to emo around or anything, but i have this friend we were always that close but now that we are living so far away and in different places she has started to change in a bad way and i am hoping she will see this.
anyway, i just realized my house is boring.
there is a pool but i dont feel like swimming
there is a squash court but i dont feel like um, 'squashing'.
there is a gym but i can't bear to think of napfa.
haha :D
shaomin
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hello this is shaomin:D currently in denial---- over so many things, confused yet floaty at the same time.how do i put this? heck.
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blah blah - Friday, April 24, 2009 @ 10:52 PM
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rawr! - @ 10:38 PM
ahhh!
I hate assignments. that geography assignment is da ultimate pits ohkay, I dont even know how to draw an accurate illustration of the map....and what the hell do we put in the legend?!!?!?! its just the map of south america,why should there be a legend?!?!!? ahhhh?!?!?! this sucks. I had a nightmare yesterday of my cello teacher asking me for my blog?! lame right? but i remember i gave her a fake blog name.something like bearsarenice.blogspot.com....haahaa. monday have cello lessons again with zhao lao shi....manszszsxzs....... geography, wo2 yao4 gen1 ni2 ping1!!!!!! that was han yu pin yin with the different levels...like in bi2 ji4, or shao4 min2....har har. sucking ice makes me cough but i dont care :D I just coughed onto my geography assignment.har har! i mean um,oops. mondays from 2.30 to 3.30 are the worst days of the week(: shaomin |
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