hey-ya!

today is a rather horrendous day, as usual....got scolded by cello teacher (as usual) got into a little arguement (quite as usual)....sighs...I need a big barrel of love right about now.
I am treating myself to some nice piano music by Jeff Bjock. Its actually quite nice if it ain't so boring... it makes me feel kinda relaxed even so....to ease my mind that is over-flowing with thoughts and emotions.
makes me feel like writing something sad and emo-ish.pardon the next bit.you can skip it.

the wind
it blows in my hair
the air whispers into my ears
singing a never-ending melody

the cold is right up to my toes
but i feel nothing
i am not dead outside
but i am withering inside
as i stare into the fading sunset
the ocean below shimmers
like my eyes as they shimmer with tears

cos everything is gone
the earth is still
no one seems to be moving
but they do
no one knows who i am
no one would care
they don't look at me
they fidget around me
and shrug away
like i am the plague

maybe i am.

but it will all end
tonight.
with the fading sunset.

ok that was seriously nonsense.

byes!

shaomin