IF GD GOES TO JAIL I WILL NEVER FORGIVE YG ENTERTAINMENT.NEVER EVER EVER EVER.
FOR SOMETHING SO FREAKING 'WHO-CARES' MAKE HIM GO TO JAIL???! ITS SO FREAKING SUPER DAMNASS MINOR.

draggy days and restless nights
its crawling into my head slowly
the existence of this unforgiving nightmare
mixing up reality with fear and darkness

this stupid issue is making my head hurt.
why can't it go away. i don't want to deal with it anymore.
tried to deal with this,but its gotten harder.

it sucks sucks sucks freaking bloody shitzxzxs sucks.

NEW YEAR RESOLUTIONS....

-grow taller by 2 cm,making me 155cm. i am not gonna ask for too much,i have a slow height gain but fast weight gain.
-loose 3 kg.....please let me loose 3 kg please please please....find some way and means for me to run and exercise...
-get more A1 and A2s.at least 6 ok. please let me study the right things this year.please please.
-don't mess up my CCA. i suck already,no need to suck it up even more.i just need to stay more invisible.
-don't get even more tanned.it took my skin so long to fade in colour abit during the holiday,i don't want to ruin it with PE in the heat.

please don't let this year suck in any aspect anymore.it always gets me down one aspect or another.
this is as optimistic as i can be already.
see,i'm smiling.
:D
...
seriously.
i don't wanna mess up this year. ):

today is saturday,next monday school starts! :D
tmr gonna have a sec 3 tag along with me and evan to the holding site cos she haven't been there before.ok then,but while i wait for evan at the mrt,AWKWARD. cos she lives same condo with me,so her mum aske mine if she can tag along for first day....lol.awkward silence,i shall break it with, 'weather's fine today ain't it?' lol.
i can't wait to get back to school apart from 1 reason,string orchestra,cos i haven't been practising much these two weeks,shit shit shit shit.this kind of pace i am not surprised if i not get picked for SYF. i got mental preparation already HARHAR.
i need to shed some pounds quick,before the start of year height and weight.i decided to cheat at first,by tip toe-ing,but if its ms susan lim taking it,then better not. D:
i hope i grew taller D: everyday i have been stretching and stretching.... ):
there was this episode of star king the reality show where the showed you how to gain 2 cm,but then youtube went to block the video cos of copyright things,so i never got to know the secret!!!! ):
sucks sucks sucks!!! ):
why am i so freaking fat,my thighs almost as big as my waist maybe.lol!

its raining now,typical for such a laggish day for me.
yesterday slept over at my cousin's cos of christmas, we were talking like all night about our weirdo cousin and what we did this year in february when we went to malaysia, remembered that time we all could see our grandma pee through this window at my super snobby act rich cousin's house.(like seriously,think he very great cos he got a big big house...)
then we discuss my cousin's grossness when he went missing and we suspect he went to peek the whole night away,ew.
why am i saying this??!
oh ya,we slept at one o'clock in the morning,and my super hyper cousin made us set our alarm clocks to 6.30am,that fag!
and in the morning,i woke up to his alarm clock sound, CRAZY FROG.do you know how annoying it is? i was having a dream,then suddenly i hear crazy frog,thinking its still a dream,but in actual fact its just the alarm clock my cousin can't wake up to shut off.so i stubbed my toe on my way down the stairs to his room to turn it off.the ass.
raining like shit now,internet reception kinda weak.my balcony is flooded.HARHAR. my brother is making a fuss about his plants getting super drenched,(isn't that good.) and he is like drenched too when he went out in the rain to get it.haha.
i missed watching drake and josh and icarly xmas special movie cos i was watching 'you're beautiful'.stupid stupid me.that show can watch anytime then i go and ignore my brother's nag to watch the xmas special....
oh ya,a shout out.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY EENING! (: your presents are still with me,nicole's and mine,so come get it,i'm not gonna move my ass to ur house(:

mine....(:




the limited edition perfume...lol.






super king sized bed at the hotel!





there's actually a plush chair and a study table there...but cant really see.



lol don t mind the ppl.told them to move away but they refuse):







bathtub with tv.my favouriteeeee!








two basins((:









wash-ur-ass for you,seat-warmer-at-all-times,self-opening-toiletbowl,SUPER TOILET LIKE IN JAPAN.










lol,bed again.